My mother's death Attempted therapies: theater, LSD, bioenergetics A new kind of history: gay scholarship Reading my circadian chart Hustlers A heart attack The Reagan years begin The New York Civil Liberties Union and the gay movement Writing the Paul Robeson biography New York native CUNY, Christopher Lasch, and Eugene Genovese The onset of AIDS Completing Robeson The Salmagundi controversy Paul Robeson Jr. Depression Hospitalization Getting clean: AA and CA East Germany and after The theater again Aftermaths: 1985-1988